Waltzing
Mom and I have been waltzing lately;
waltzing through the corridors of time. Dancing,
instead of sitting; we choose to pay attention to the old Acadian tunes. Pulling
weeds instead of planting sorrow; we choose to inhale the lovely fragrances. Reading stories to one another, instead of watching
television; we choose to remember those good old days. Laughing instead of crying; we choose to
rejoice in having this time together.
I always wanted to know how to
waltz; and now I can. Not with my feet;
and not to a certain beat- but to the cadence of Mom’s life. It is such a bittersweet season, where we
find ourselves. I’m hoping we will be
dancing for quite some time to come, because I have so much to learn and Mom
has so much more of life to live.
I need to learn about leaning on
Jesus; when overwhelmed with uncertainty or with a-not-yet-realized sadness. I want to learn to dance to a different
melody; because the musician, the Great Musician, is playing an unfamiliar
song. I long to learn more of Mom’s
secret – how to live life to the fullest; how to dance the night away. I must learn how to love her
well; sharing Christ in the daily steps of this waltz of life.
"Mom, may I have this dance?"
"Pursue love..."
(1 Corinthians 14:1a)
Oh, Francine, I know the steps all too well. I waltzed my mom to heaven's gate. Bittersweet but no regrets. Love and prayers for you and mom!
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